I thank God for not only being my Father but my Friend too.
He knows me and is close to me like no other. With Him, I know even when I feel alone, I am not really alone. Because He is there with me, in me and for me ALWAYS😍😍

I have always loved being in control of my life🙈🙈 and knowing what’s next for me, thank God for the Word. But of late, that has not been the case. 2-3 weeks ago, I was feeling so ‘confused’ about a personal transition that I know is about to happen. It’s something big so, to function, I just went into autopilot mode😂🙈 Anyway, I was always feeling so anxious and it was so exhausting. Then out of nowhere, God introduces a thought into my heart, a thought that hadn’t crossed my mind for close to 10 years now. And He not only showed me what I had seen I would do around 10 years ago but He showed me the details too and there was so much clarity. He even showed me the location and the pictures of the implemented idea + the people who would be involved to make it all successful. And wait for it? It would only take 3-5 years for it to be completed.

This thought did not go away. Instead, it became a dominant thought. I tried to resist it because I felt like it was not aligned to my ‘current life’ but everytime I prayed, I saw it. I dreamt about it. I saw visions while I was walking and finally, after 1 week, before going to work in the morning, I went down on my knees and received from the Father.

When we are told to dream big because we serve a big God, I literally saw firsthand how God thinks. It almost scared me but then I realized I had been lost in so much confusion and fear of disappointing the people I love, trust and respect that God had to give me a glimpse of what’s to come. And now, I know what to do.

Like I said here, https://nellytuluba.com/navigating-decision-making-as-a-ch…/, I am letting God order my every step, no matter how small. I am confident in His love and counsel.
Sometimes, I feel like my 2021 will be so different because of not only all the transitions that I have gone through so far in 2020 but also because of the major change that is about to happen in the next few months. Then, to the outside world, it might look like a turmoil or like I’m making questionable choices, but I thank God that I have prayed about it and have peace about it. And I know, my Father will carry me through all of it till the end and I won’t even have the smell of smoke.

Learn to listen to the Holy Ghost keenly.

As I said earlier, all my life, God has been so faithful and so good
With every breath that I am able, I’m gonna sing of the goodness of God. Oh, His goodness keeps running after me.